El Amor De Mi Vida; My Lukey.
It's currently five thirty in the morning.i can't sleep and i have so much on my mind.
im a little upset,
i didnt get to see my boyfriend on his home pass,
but we have all the time in thee world right?
so im not spazzinq.
i've been talking to my ex boyfriend lately;
as most know i still have maddd amor for him,
and i dnt know where to go from here.
I cnt have them both at thee same time,
I cnt love them both at thee same time,
they both cnt have my heart at thee same time.
my lukeyy,
he has yet to do me wrong.
i love him so much,
he always knows the right things to say,
and never passes up a moment to tell me he loves me.
my ex, this nigga on thee other hand,
i cnt say the same for.
i get an occasional i love you,
when he's in a good mood and not spazzing.
this guy is crazy, bipolar and all thee above,
but i've grown to love him and all of his crazy ways.
now im left to decide which one to be with?
i feel that i would be happier with what i have now.
much less problemos, hrt feelings, pain, all that junk.
but im so attached to my ex,
i jst cnt throw away what we have,
he's thee first boy that i have truely lovedd, to be quite honest.
my life is a mess.
-ßéℓℓαquєó.
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